Where am I?...
How did I get here?!
I hear foosteps coming nigh
But thats all I can do, hear.
I feel paralyzed, I try to reach out but I can't
It still feels like my arms are stretched out but touching is impossible
Its all in my mind, I scratch, I claw grabbing nothing in this vacuum...
...I pant...
Breathing deep hard breaths, this is the only way warmth is possible
From this cold feeling of loneliness, its dark and at night
Beneath the halo of this street lamp
My mind plays back memories and sparks ignite
Then I hear the sound of a water drop, its cold and damp
This isn't what I saw for myself
This was not the plan
I had envisioned being the man she'd want all to herself
Walking hand in hand by the beach and our feet deep in the sand
The man of her dreams
Her knight in shining armor
Of so many princes she had come across I'd be her king
she my queen, being the envy of so many out there not cos of her possesions but cos of my love she possessed...
"te amo"
Nothing but those few words to mutter, as she wouldn't be able to hold them back
But a crash back into reality
I sit writing this without her
Looking back at my visions and to my current self, a pity
With nothing but this pen in hand, a keyboard and a screen...without her
In this abyss I have sunk, cos of opinions, ideas and thoughts I let creep in
Slowly eating away the man I was in my visions
A cancer it metastised and corrupted everything I belived in
Opinions put a pillow over that man bearing down on him so hard until he stopped kicking
Killing my being from within, taking out my passions.
Am I still the man I envisioned...
But I'm not completely lost, I can feel it, I can still be found
But the question still remains...
WHERE AM I?
HOW DID I GET HERE?!
How did I get here?!
I hear foosteps coming nigh
But thats all I can do, hear.
I feel paralyzed, I try to reach out but I can't
It still feels like my arms are stretched out but touching is impossible
Its all in my mind, I scratch, I claw grabbing nothing in this vacuum...
...I pant...
Breathing deep hard breaths, this is the only way warmth is possible
From this cold feeling of loneliness, its dark and at night
Beneath the halo of this street lamp
My mind plays back memories and sparks ignite
Then I hear the sound of a water drop, its cold and damp
This isn't what I saw for myself
This was not the plan
I had envisioned being the man she'd want all to herself
Walking hand in hand by the beach and our feet deep in the sand
The man of her dreams
Her knight in shining armor
Of so many princes she had come across I'd be her king
she my queen, being the envy of so many out there not cos of her possesions but cos of my love she possessed...
"te amo"
Nothing but those few words to mutter, as she wouldn't be able to hold them back
But a crash back into reality
I sit writing this without her
Looking back at my visions and to my current self, a pity
With nothing but this pen in hand, a keyboard and a screen...without her
In this abyss I have sunk, cos of opinions, ideas and thoughts I let creep in
Slowly eating away the man I was in my visions
A cancer it metastised and corrupted everything I belived in
Opinions put a pillow over that man bearing down on him so hard until he stopped kicking
Killing my being from within, taking out my passions.
Am I still the man I envisioned...
But I'm not completely lost, I can feel it, I can still be found
But the question still remains...
WHERE AM I?
HOW DID I GET HERE?!
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